The week has been quite busy and emotional. We managed to get all preparations done for Callum's memorial service in Medicine Hat on Thursday. We packed up and I am now in Brandon, looking forward to a couple days of relaxation before the service on Monday. It was a great day for driving- I am so glad I took the Porsche. I was able to drive with the lid down the whole way! A nice hot summer day, beautiful blue sky. I like to think Callum had something to do with the great weather and such a wonderful trip. It is still feeling surreal - I know he isn't here, but I can feel him near. There have been more moments of reality today - a long drive can get the mind working more clear. I miss him so much. Still so many tears to cry. I am so thankful to be surrounded by my loving family - it helps. But my heart aches. I just want to hold him one more time....to hug him one more time... to kiss him one more time...to say I love you one more time. But it is over...at least the worldly physical part. One day at a time.....one day at a time....maybe one hour..or one minute at a time....
TTFN
Lorna
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